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Chapter 140
Was it because of the sudden touch of his lips?
Or perhaps it was thanks to his gentle comfort.
Unconsciously, Ionaâs tears stopped.
After blinking once, her blurry vision became clearer than before.
Only then did her rationality seem to return as well.
Iona lowered her gaze, overwhelmed by a sense of embarrassment.
Her long eyelashes quivered.
âI apologize for raising my voice.â
âThereâs a lot to apologize for, isnât there?â
âItâs a past I didnât want to reveal... I think I got overly defensive. I want to apologize.â
âWhat I meant was, donât apologize for what you just said.â
At Leroyâs restraint, Iona finally closed her mouth.
However, she still felt there were many things to apologize to him for.
He was someone who could easily meet a woman better than herself.
Even though they had redefined the nature of this marriage from revenge to a transaction, she still couldnât change the fact that she was an inferior bride compared to him.
Iona had struggled all this time to hide that fact.
Did her disagreement show outwardly?
Perhaps sensing that the conversation was going to get long, Leroy took her hand and led her inside.
Leroy sat Iona on the sofa and poured water into a nearby glass.
Offering it to her, he said, âDrink this.â
Though she wasnât particularly thirsty, Iona quietly accepted the glass he handed her.
She certainly needed to calm her emotions right now.
After confirming she drank the water, Leroy placed the bottle back on the table.
He stared intently at her face for a long time, then only after she emptied the glass did he finally ask the question he had been holding back.
âDo you want to be alone?â
â...No.â
âDo you want me to be quiet and keep my mouth shut?â
âIf you have something to say, please go ahead.â
âThen let me ask you one thing.â
Although he started to speak, Leroyâs mouth remained reluctant to open.
Despite having many things he wanted to say or ask Iona, the number of topics he could actually bring up was limited.
Iona seemed to harbor a significant aversion to discussing her past. Leroy decided to first address the immediate issue they faced.
He asked in a calm voice, âWould transferring this family to me be an act of revenge for you?â
When Iona had guided him through the mansion today, behaving as if she was about to hand over the estate to him, Leroy had been inwardly taken aback.
It was because, in recent times, Leroy had half-forgotten the promise they had initially made.
While the shockingly generous terms had initially caught his interest, the closer he got to her, the more Leroy found himself focusing on Iona as a person.
Leroy now wanted to marry her regardless of those material benefits.
Thus, he intended to leave the spoils of victory entirely to her, believing that she, not he, deserved to be the true owner of this family.
However, the price she had agreed to pay seemed to hold more significance than mere money.
âTaking away everything that someone holds dear would certainly be a fitting revenge. Is that why you proposed this deal to me?â he asked.
âNo, itâs more like...â Iona trailed off, lost in thought.
It would be a lie to say she hadnât considered such calculations when she decided to hand over the Modrov name to someone else.
But that wasnât Ionaâs fundamental goal.
After a brief hesitation, Iona spoke honestly.
âThat estate held little meaning for me, and if giving it up meant I could marry you, then I wanted to do so.â
âWhy does that estate hold no meaning for you?â Leroy asked without delay.
The unexpected question left Iona slightly flustered.
Why it held no meaning? There were so many reasons that she didnât even know where to start.
Iona had never been properly recognized as a member of Modrov, nor did she want to be part of that family anymore.
She considered herself and Hayden to be practically strangers, or perhaps even less.
How could she possibly inherit Haydenâs estate?
She had only gained the right to inherit by concealing her true origins, so in reality, she had no legitimate claim to that legacy.
In her past life, she had felt a sense of victory by usurping Haydenâs position, but there was no need to repeat the same thing twice.
Iona believed there were better uses for Haydenâs wealth than keeping it for herself.
Having forced Leroy into an unwanted marriage twice, she wanted to repay her debt to him, at least financially.
âIt wasnât originally mine,â Iona answered vaguely.
She couldnât explain the events of her past life to Leroy, so naturally, her words were brief.
Her incomplete logic wasnât convincing enough, and his rebuttal came quickly.
âIn that case, it makes even less sense for someone like me, who isnât part of this family, to take the title.â
âThatâs... a different issue.â
âHow is it different? If you donât have a legitimate right, then I, who would inherit what youâve relinquished, also lack the right, donât I?â
Iona swallowed a sigh.
Finally, a more honest confession slipped from her lips.
âYour Grace, Iâm an illegitimate child.â
âI know. Your sister shouted it loud enough for everyone to hear.â
Leroy responded calmly, looking at her as if it was no big deal, but objectively, this was not a matter to be taken lightly.
Iona added with a sigh. âThat means, fundamentally, itâs impossible for me to inherit the title.â
âYou were formally entered into the family registry.â
âBy concealing my birth.â
âIf you think that way, then this marriage canât be valid either.â
Since his words werenât wrong, Iona found herself speechless.
This was about being the Duchess of a realm that encompassed the entire eastern empire.
What she truly wanted wasnât the title of Duchess but the position beside Leroy, yet it was impossible to separate the two.
Even though she had pointed out her shortcomings first, Iona couldnât help but feel hurt.
At the same time, she felt a bit wronged.
If an illegitimate child wanted to become the Duchess, wasnât this the kind of price she had to pay?
She couldnât understand why he was suddenly clinging to the promise they had made before.
Iona bit her lip and then asked.
âSo, what do you want me to do, Your Grace?â
âI want you to stop belittling yourself by questioning your rightful place.â
Leroy spoke with a firm voice.
At his words, Iona instinctively held her breath.
Belittling herself? She had merely stated the facts as they were.
But Leroy didnât give her time to refute and continued asking.
âIs it so wrong for a father who failed his duties to at least fulfill them through his inheritance?â
â...Thatâs not whatâs important right now, is it? Iâm just trying to fulfill the promise I made back then.â
âThinking about that promise only reinforces that you donât need to do this. You said youâd transfer the family to make this marriage an equal transaction. That was already established when you became the head of the family. You are now the rightful leader of a family, not just an adopted daughter.â
â...â
âAnd itâs not like you married a husband who canât afford to maintain his wifeâs dignity.â
Iona finally began to grasp the context of this conversation.
It was a perspective she hadnât considered.
He was continuously telling her to keep what was hers.
There was no need to find other reasons to give it away; she was equally deserving.
âBut... then thereâs no reason for you to marry me, Your Grace.â
Ionaâs voice trembled as she spoke.
Thinking her trembling voice might be due to tears, Leroy lifted her chin. đreeđ đđnoveđ.com
Even after confirming her eyes were dry, his gaze didnât leave her for a long time.
His eyes shimmered with emotions she couldnât discern.
Eventually, a low voice emerged from him.
âEven if you donât realize it, Iâve already found another reason.â
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